My Bottle
March 10, 2021
My heart is a bottle made of glass.
Whenever feelings claw and tear at my throat
Instead of letting them free
I push them into the bottle.
Sometimes, however,
Sometimes
I get angry
When a dog barks too loud or when the door won’t close right
I turn red
I try to push the anger into the tiny bottle
But then the bottle cracks
And breaks
And all my emotions
race through my body.
I erupt
I lose myself.
My hands stiffen
My eyes blur with tears
And I noiselessly cry
And loudly sob
And softly weep
Until the bottle is empty
So I can start filling it again
And close myself up like a clam.